Something Surreal...

There is a need for a universe. 

A parallel dimension

Where life is as I see it

But is only heightened, more alive 

For I share it with you.

You, there. 

By choice

By the deep belief I have 

In this feeling brewing within

Of a future foreseen

In confidence

And faith in the existence of everything around that does.

Profound and a given

Undeniable like the wind that you don't see, but feel.

In the parallel dimension, we already exist in harmony 

Inseparable, surreal

Unstoppable, accepted. 

And I lie here in faith, 

Deep, blind almost superstitious

That the two shall meet in this dimension

And in every other there in, within or without

In the here and now

And there and then. 

In the past, present and the future. 

Always.

All in You...

I smile at the thought of you 

I believe that you will protect my pride like a true kindred 

I dream of you with eyes wide open.

And yet I sleep in peace at night
I fall in love with you a little more 

With each passing day 

Every nugget of information about you
I store away with pride and care 

Like it was my own
I see you made of the same element as I am.

I see my reflection

Altered but intact in you. 

I see you in your reality and mine,
I see us as two individuals 

Different and yet the same. 

I see you as a part of my Soul. 

For just when I had given up

Just when I thought I had had my share

Just when I thought it was over

I found you
And I am schoolgirl again...

Go where you may

Be who you will be with 

For in all this and more 

I watch you, know you and see you as mine.....

Ardor: An Unexplored Existence..

Dark crevices,
Flesh on flesh
Lust dark and pure
Eyes longing.
Electricity...
His hands on her
Exploring the terrain
Like an intrepid explorer.
Her curves melting, undulating twists and turns...
Limbs entwined.
In the dark corners of her wanton mind,
His lustful eyes
The wallflower in her
Blooming like a wild rose in the desert.
He experienced, virile and grey
She untouched, pristine and lithe like a fawn.
She curious like a newborn child,
He like an indulgent patron satisfying her every whim.
Indulge me, devour me, hypnotise me
She said, screaming into the night.
Time stood still in that timeless place.
The heights of ecstasy, unknown to her
A surprise to him, an unexpected joy
Piqued his dormant curiosity
Just when he thought he could feel nothing new,
See nothing unspoiled, fresh.
And yet ... there he was in alien territory
Discovered yet unexplored.
Her screams sending a chill down his spine as he found himself
Spiraling down into an inviting abyss
Where inexplicable joy and tearing pain
Elation and scathing fear
Embraced like old parted friends.
She molded into him, an unknown release to her caged wanton spirit.
And in the dark recesses of his mind,
Somewhere he was bound and chained forever!

Somewhere in between....

I lost you...
Somewhere between conversations and silence
I lost you...
Somewhere between holding on and letting go
I lost you...
Somewhere between facing the truth and denial
I lost you...
Somewhere between hurt and resurrection
I lost you...
Somewhere between patience and giving up
I lost you...
Somewhere between longing and forgetting
I lost you...
Somewhere between knowledge and hope
I lost you...
Somewhere between being us and being me
I lost you...
Somewhere between memory and cognition
I lost you...
Somewhere between loneliness and finding myself
I lost you...
Somewhere between being soul-mates and turning strangers
I lost you...
Somewhere between satisfaction and regret
I lost you...
Somewhere between being friends and being in love with you...
And then I realised as I stood by the window that you never left...
And I just stood there
Somewhere in between...

The Schoolgirl

I hate you for the way you smile
And make me twist like a pretzel for you
I hate you for hanging up on me
And making me feel like a schoolgirl
I hate you for the things I want to say
And I choose to camouflage and suppress
I hate you for every lie that I let slip through my lips
And think it will save my face
I hate you for the times you don't turn up
And I lie to myself that I don't care
I hate you for the bond we share,
And something else, something more
I hate you for the way you make me feel
Weak in the knees and the knot in my stomach
And most of all I hate you for the fact
That no matter what you do
I don't hate you, not a bit, not at all